I feel

Judgement Day

feel so powerful
yet so powerless
all this anger building inside me
where do i let it out
who do i talk to
ive got friends
but noone to talk to
loved by many
but find comfort in none
i vent
mindlessly
to anyone that'll listen
maybe i love anyone
but not everyone
i dont deserve this
they dont deserve me
they dont
dont
dont deserve
to live like this
vannu pani kasalai vanu
navani sutna sakdina
man mero thamna sakdina
k ma kamjor vaye?
sano vaye?
Hepai khaye
disgusted with myself
but loathe you more
you all are puppets fucking losers
sucking upto those with power
what's so special about the power
that brings no joy
your face disgusts me
you pig
even dying would be less of a hell for you
suck your own dick
bet you'd vomit
cause you're poison
a fucking bitch
everybody knows
how supressed i am
yet they ignore it
as if they dont see it
smile at me
laugh with me
eat with me
still they know something i dont know
something that's the end of me
something that's slowly killing me
what am i looking for?
A saviour that cannot save
A messiah
A god
or satan
Hey Devil
I plead to you
Discard your spoon
torture it
beat it
kiss it
get it away
from me
love me
pick me
choose me
for i will always be yours
loyal
compromise u fucking cunt
cant sleep
this is klling me alive
my only wish right now
is to kill this feeling
kill you
erase it completely
made a fool out of myself
and u all are cowards

you pry on the weak just to save yourselves
but who will save you
when god himself comes to judge