Letting go
I can't keep on holding on forever
I've got to let you go now
I'm not yet ready to forget you
Telling them about you is the only way to keep you alive
Do I let you die or do I still let you live?
Killing me with every breath
Making me question where I slipped up
What I did to deserve this
What did I do to deserve this?
But then again, was it me all along?
Playing victim
Weak
Always forgiving you
For everything you did
Was I supposed to normalise them?
I still question
How could you not notice?
Or did you just not care?
I miss the times we had, I wont lie
But I equally despise them
I try to talk to people
But I know the answer
I know it
But why do I still,
Do I want sympathy?
Cause what the fuck
Guess I gotta let you go now
I already should have
But this is me
But who'll listen to me when I want to be heard?
You just care for you, only want to sleep
I can understand
You do too I know
But you can't make me feel it
So what's the point?
What's the point of loving if you can't show?
What's the point of calculating the love you give?
What's the point of everything?
Why am I searching for a point?
I'm so clueless right now
I think I'm doing right
But then it feels like a dream which is about to end
I dont want it to end
Should I just die?
Only then will this suffering end
I really think I deserve better
But am I asking for a lot?
You can do so much better
Love me with your heart not your brain
Give me all of you, dont calculate
(Son of a bitch)
-Sera