Freak
A freak like you shouldn’t be with a freak like me.
Freaks don’t belong together.
Regardless of the chemistry
The bond
That we saw
I will never reach out to you
I know you won’t too
Like fireworks
The passing train
The fleeting time
The warm rain
It ends. So short-lived
Our story
That we recounted together
The dreams we saw
The promises we made
I hope we can fulfill
But could we ever?
In this endless sea of people
Will we find each other?
Will I recognize you?
Will you recognize me?
Will I ever see you?
Will you ever see me?
For me
For the person that I really am
Ever so disappointed
But alive, true, real
Will you ever return?
From your trails
From your dreams
From your high mountains
For me?
Just for me
No one else
Only me
Will you sacrifice yourself?
To be with me
For me
Under me
Always looking up to me
With greed
With love
With lust
With trust
With your hungry eyes
Jealous of the wanderers
Hungry for name
Do you know?
Before sunrise, I dream of you
Before sunset, I see you
In front of me
Out of breath
Begging
Screaming
Falling
In love
Tell me you can’t live in this agony
Tell me you’d rather die than live in a world without me
Tell me you fought off your demons
Just for me
Just for me
Fight for me
Light the earth for me
Be the villain for me
Just for me
My boy
I’m scared
Of the person you might be
Scared to fall
Scared to face
Scared of everything my past has taught me
Don’t deserve you
You passionate freak
Rub it off on me
Will you please?
Then we’ll see the world together
Through our lens
I looking at the trees while you looking at me
In the water, in the mirror
The reflection that pulls you together
Steal breaths and praise
You crazy boy
Don’t want the clock to strike midnight
Cause this’ll all be a dream
You and I dreamed
And will never be
I can feel you
Praying for me
But prayers fall on deaf ears
Do it for me
Badal chicholera
Samundra tarera
Huri katera
Lina aau kancha
Maga yo haath
Ani matra dine chu
Timilai yo saath
Yo tan
Yo man
Yo jiwan
Mageko vanda besi paune chau
Ma dine estai
Kapi ma korirahanechu aat garenau vane
Men these days are such pussies. Don’t know what they want. Don’t know how to ask for what they want. Don’t know to fight for what they want. I want a man who’d go to war for me. Who’d fight off anyone that gets to me. Just for me. Only for me. But I’m surrounded by such pussies. Bitches can fuck off I can fend for myself.
I wrote this being my most vulnerable. Yearning for a bold yearner.